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23 June 2008 @ 02:44 am
 
I've been having higher anxiety levels lately = more prone to freak outs. I thought it was just the one time, but it happened again tonight. I wonder if it's just feeling stressed about getting homework done or if things with Chris have to do with it. Am I having to do too many things in a short amount of time? I don't know, I don't recall being this stressed last semester even though I was taking more classes. Maybe the condensed summer schedule is making deadlines come up faster. I'm worried about getting everything done on time. And when I'm struggling to understand things like in Algebra, it makes things worse. At least with doing research or writing papers I know what I'm doing. If I just had to take the tests and didn't have to worry about understanding how to do it, it would be a lot easier. And I guess I'm somewhat stressing about the deadlines for costuming and not being able to get in touch with people in order to get done what I need to.

I don't know, it seems like stuff I should be able to manage though. Really, I have enough time, don't I? But I need my time to not be worrying about it. I constantly have to look one step ahead and keep on top of that because the next deadline will fast approach. I don't have time to just relax and return to a comfortable state before the next thing comes up. And it's incredibly difficult to get stuff done when you are stressed about getting stuff done. I'm just feeling more anxious than I have in awhile. I go to see Kathy on Tuesday, so I'll bring it up to her then. Hopefully she will have some advice that will help. I just don't like feeling this way. :(