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01 March 2005 @ 03:54 am
Aw, I miss my characters.. but they’ve already been laid to rest, I’ve just never made it official. Celidie’s prime was long, long ago, and I knew when to leave her. But it was fun to have her rekindled, if only for a little while. I never did really get into her again however, as it was Aleksey whose story was then to be told. I enjoyed watching him grow up and letting his personality unfold. I think the last truly good roleplay I had with him though was back when he was kidnapped and held prisoner in the caves. After that, all of the bs with Vyctor unfolded, and that ended up as more of a mess than its brief moments of rp were worth.

Since then, Alek’s rp has dwindled, and things just aren’t the same. I’ve succumbed to boredom and found myself merely logging on out of habit. I feel that there is not much I can do to relight the fire of my characters’ lives and renew my passion for the dramas they endure. It seems as though Aleksey’s time has come as well, and I lack the interest or time to create a whole new character, a whole new story, at least not in this world. So.. I think it’s just time to move on. I’ll miss what I had, but it’s already gone, and I’ve only the memories to look back on and smile. I’ve always faded with a whisper, but this time I think I want closure. I want to look back and say goodbye, and then slowly turn and walk away.

Feudal Realms: I both love it and hate it. I’ll miss it, and yet I’m so relieved to finally be free. Farewell, Kirganthis. Other realms are calling me.

We will go home, we will go home
We will go home across the mountains

We will go home, singing our song
We will go home, we will go home
Vickiemelopene on March 1st, 2005 06:13 am (UTC)
I'm so happy for you! I hope your life offline brings you many joys and blessings. :)
Dracodigitaldraco on March 1st, 2005 07:25 am (UTC)
Next time I'm in Colorado, I might be persuaded to run a D&D game for you. ;D

Very pleased to see you making this kind of progress. I've offered to help before, but it seems you are not interested, so I will refrain. You're making your own path just fine, it seems.

That said, a little traveling music for you:

and my ties are severed clean
the less I have the more I gain
off the beaten path I reign...

Walk in light. =)

-- Draco
CriScO: C n' Mcrisco747 on March 1st, 2005 01:49 pm (UTC)
You have no idea how incredibly proud of you I am, babe.