I went looking to see how long it had been since I logged on Dionae. I don’t think I’ve played her since August. That seems like such a long time ago now... I’m not sure when I last really played Aleksey. The war with Tattingham had some rp, but the ooc crap that was going on just made it frustrating and pointless. There have been a few moments of rp with FL, but I’ve mostly just been idling by, looking for runeshards or crafting or whatnot. Really, what’s the point of spending my nights doing that? I might as well move on to something productive. Think I’m ready for the real world yet?
I can at least work on my own worlds, where I have control over what my characters do and how they interact, and I don’t have to worry about stupid people coming and ruining it for me. And that in turn would be a step towards making a living in the real world, rather than pining away on an online rpg, where stories are destined to be forgotten and to remain unshared by any save those closely involved. I have stories to tell, and a life to live... A pity I didn’t figure this out earlier, hm? But yeah, it really is freeing to finally leave FR behind. I have been so bound to it. But now.. I am not. Strange, isn’t it? *snicker*