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10 September 2006 @ 06:14 pm
Now I have time to work on my story. And I don’t want to. Uninspired. Let’s find something else to do instead. Just waste time even. Then the time will pass I will will be burdened with other responsibilities. I just want this thing done, yet I can’t bring myself to do it. I read it and think it’s cute. But I can’t get myself to write any more. Just not feeling it. Do I fear it’ll come out wrong? Just can’t get the words to come. Don’t want to focus on this world right now. But I haven’t anything else to do. Nothing more important anyway. I can’t keep ignoring it to do what I’d rather be doing at the moment. There’s nothing I’d rather be doing. I look at my list... Nothing draws me in. This is why I keep manufacturing more things. Just don’t feel like doing what I’ve already established. You’d think with all the story ideas I have, I’d at least want to work on one of them. But those other stories aren’t as important right now, so I’ve set them aside in hopes I can get myself to focus on the one at hand. But instead I just waste time...
Current Mood: discontentbleh
Current Music: Blind Guardian - Dead Sound of Misery