In my play, there are four characters, and each of them represents a different point of view. I’d like to elaborate more on what each of them feels. Right now I’ve just got some basic arguements, but I feel I can develop them further. The research I’ve done so far has helped to explore these viewpoints by hearing what actual people have to say.
First, there is Jonathon, the killer. And he obviously represents the killers. He explains his feelings, what drove him to it. Some of his reasoning is flawed, but he does have his reasons. He shows frustration over having been bullied, of being treated like dirt, he’s gone through depression and fluctuates between feelings of low self worth and superiority. He’s a messed up individual with a lot of hatred and hurt. But he’s up there talking to you, showing his justification for his actions.
Secondly, there is Jessica, a friend of Jonathon’s. I’d like her to be the most sympathetic of the characters. She is trying to come to terms with why he did what he did. She sees him as a human, not a monster. She knows what he was like personally. But she also knows that what he did was wrong, and has difficulty accepting that he would do something like this, never realizing that he had that capacity or motivation. She also represents those who were left behind, dealing with grief. And yet she can somehow relate with Jonathon, because she had experienced a lot of the same crap he had gone through, yet she was able to make the better choice and get through it. She’s able to articulate some of the same frustrations that Jonathon experienced, only she is able to deal with them rationally.
Then there is Paul, who idolizes Jonathon for his actions. He represents those “fans” I mentioned up there. He thinks that wow, this was cool, and that Jonathon was right in what he did, he was standing up for himself and teaching people a lesson. He probably feels victimized and “different” himself. But he’s obviously wrapped up in his own fantasy and idealized visions and doesn’t realize the severity and reality of the shooting and the suffering it has caused.
And last, there is Matt, who is a friend of Paul’s, and pretty much has the exact opposite view. He thinks that Jonathon was a loser, a coward. He has no respect for Jonathon or his reasonings, and pretty much dehumanizes him. He can’t fathom what Jonathon must have felt or what must have driven him to do it. If he was bullied, then he’s a wuss for being unable to take it. Matt represents how many people view the killers, those who make no attempt at understanding or who label everything as just excuses. He views Jonathon as evil, a psychopath, a crazed killer and nothing more.
So, I think that Jessica is my voice in this play, illustrating the points that I would like to get across. I would like to show how others feel about the matter though too, and people can get from that what they will. I like where this could go, but I’m hoping I can articulate it well enough and get it to a point where I’m happy with it. I think I just need to sit down and write as much as I can from each point of view. Let me know if you have any input.