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05 December 2002 @ 10:30 pm
I started on Anafranil two months ago. I'm on 75mg right now. Since I've been on it, I've only cried three times. I've only had a "panic attack" twice. I used to get depressed every week. I still get depressed sometimes, but not as often. My anxiety has gone down. There are times when I actually feel "happy" or "normal". I forgot what normal felt like... My sense of humor is back. I do more than just sit and mud all day. At times, I actually feel good about myself, and have what most people would call "self esteem". I suppose this all means that it's working for me...

...so why am I so sad?
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Tool - Disposition
kenthar on December 5th, 2002 10:24 pm (UTC)
I keep getting my Prozac upped, but I'm pretty much the same as you describe though.
Rev: Rememberreverie_shadow on December 6th, 2002 12:19 pm (UTC)
Prozac is for the weak. At least to me they are. ^^ I think they be false happiness, but that's just me. Eheh. *reguards on how depressed she is still* -_-
kenthar on December 6th, 2002 04:02 pm (UTC)
Whatever, not like I get a choice on what I'm taking. Unless I flat out refuse, which would probably work.
Jonathanrjakegel on December 6th, 2002 07:09 pm (UTC)
Depression-The state of normality for the average human being over 12. This excludes "real-life junkies" and likes to afflict anyone who is "punk."

My personal cure...zombitude.
Yeah, it sucks.