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01 March 2003 @ 05:36 pm
Metaphor for a missing moment...  
Falling back down into my dysthymic downward spiral... I'm unhappy. I find no joy in life. I am caught up in the same monotonous routine, and it's getting me nowhere. And I don't know how to break free... I don't know what will make me happy. I just don't want to be down here anymore...

I wish I could lay in bed and sleep away the days. Everything seems so pointless right now. I tell myself not to do something if it doesn't make me happy. Nothing makes me happy... Everything I do just seems as though it is merely done to occupy the vast space of boredom. It doesn't bring me joy. It doesn't accomplish anything. I'm stuck in the same hole, just wasting all my beauty of body and mind away...
Current Mood: empty
Current Music: A Perfect Circle - Orestes
Rev: Kirika_It_Hurtsreverie_shadow on March 1st, 2003 06:38 pm (UTC)
I can relate and sympathize with you fully. I hate the relentless cycle that follows my life, it feels like I am running into a dead end over and over again. Though I am not sure how I could help make people feel better about their problems, it never hurts to have someone there to listen to you. Unfortunately for me, nobody seems to listen, nor care for that matter.

You could try sleeping away the days, but that wouldn't get you anywhere either. If you aren't happy, then it is best to talk to someone, at least if you have someone to talk to. If that may be the case, then you can always message me on instant messenger (its on my profile.) and I'll be more than obliged to talk. I'm pretty talented with talking to people...online that is. ^_^ Just beep me, and I'll be there. I'm online most of the time anyway.