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17 May 2002 @ 01:13 am
Then make me miss you...  
Resplendent Posy: Do you ever get the feeling that things aren't how they were meant to be?
Melopene: Yeah.. a lot.
Resplendent Posy: I had this whole long history planned for Aerydais.. and now I feel as though I have to act like she never even existed...
Melopene: < nods >
Melopene: canae wasn't meant to die
Resplendent Posy: But I did make her because Rob wanted me to, and that's really the only reason
Melopene: Yeah..
Resplendent Posy: But now Stephen will continue with things, and Aerydais won't be a part of them
Melopene: You know, I did that with Canae too. It was his idea.
Resplendent Posy: But I wish I could continue things in a sort of FR parallel universe..
Melopene: Yeah..
Resplendent Posy: I kind of did that with Celidie's story, and Azaeruil and Durias, and Vivinus, I shaped their stories to fit how I would have liked them to be
Resplendent Posy: But it's still sad to know that Stephen will be there, but Aerydais won't
Resplendent Posy: Even if the only reason she would have been there was because Rob wanted her to be
Melopene: < nod >
Resplendent Posy: < floating nearby > the trace of dark memories best left forgotten
Resplendent Posy: Hm..
Melopene: hm?
Resplendent Posy: I don't know, I guess I wonder if I should just forget about her and about everything..

I'll always remember
The chill of November
The news of the fall
The sounds in the hall
The clock on the wall
Ticking away

Seize the day
I heard him say
Life will not always be this way
Turn around
Hear the sounds
Cherish your life while you're still around

We can learn from the past
But those days are gone
We can hope for the future
But there may not be one...
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Dream Theater - Carpe Diem
Ruyven Serraisruyvenserrais on May 17th, 2002 09:48 am (UTC)
Dionae, I know that feeling, I am contemplating about Ruyven and Dade right now, take a look at my livejournal, its in there. I was going to write the final farewell and history for Knucks as a bio on the site, and then work on Dade's history and Ruyven's new look, but I didn't get to it, now we have to pick mortal or immortal. It's gonna be hard....