Marianne (resplendentposy) wrote,

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I'm feeling a little better. Yesterday I had all these built up emotions, I felt like I just needed to take a break and stop thinking about things for a while. But now I've relaxed some. I think I've figured out ways to "get rid" of a couple of my characters. And I've kind of accepted how it will be. It'll still be hard, and I'll miss playing them, but hopefully after a while we will get the chance to play them again. I've also decided to sort of immortalize my characters on a webpage. I've already got the basics for four of them done. That should be a lot of fun, and it'll help lessen the impact of giving them up.

I played Aerydais for a while yesterday, mostly just talking with my house members about what all was going on. We have a total of three people in the house now, which will soon become two, and possibly one... I'm still not sure who the new Stephen will be, but Azariah is interested, and I'll talk to Terloch or Chade about it. Raith might also make a good Stephen or Lorc. He's about the only real roleplayer I know who can play evil. I think Rob was really good for the part, but he took it a little too seriously, or let it get to his head. But.. oh well... There's really nothing anyone can do, even if it does seem as though things were not meant to be this way. I suppose we will just have to learn to carry on...

I realize there's no turning back
Life goes on the offbeaten track

I sit down with my son
Set to see the Crimson Sunset
Many years have come and gone
I've lived my life, but now must move on

He is my only one
Now that my time has come
Now that my life is done
We look into the sun

Seize the day, and don't you cry
Now it's time to say goodbye
Even though I'll be gone
I will live on...
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